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04 March 2008 @ 12:38 pm
Hello again.

Bad times.


I'm at my new school. I moved to a little mountain town about an hour or so away from where I used to live.

I feel like a complete stranger around here, but oh well. They have some unblocked proxies on the internet here and I am therefore taking full advantage of them, haha.

Pretty much, sorry for the absence from the internet, but I'm gonna be gone for a bit longer. ): I miss you guys. My mom found out everything about me and what I've been doing, and now she hates my guts (oh well). We moved, I switched schools, I can't talk to my friends, etc. It's pretty gloomy.

The worst part is what she did to [info]icor. It's fucking horrible. I won't go into it, but she's doing even worse than me. Wish her luck, you guys. ):

Well, that's about it for me.


Hope everyone is doing well.
 
 
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08 February 2008 @ 10:14 pm
I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry


It’s not going to do you any good now but I am and my pain and hurting and crying isn’t going to fix you or make anything any easier for you


Can’t remember when it was that I sent that last message to you but I feel horribly selfish for it


I’m sorry again


This is all my fault and when I think about it I just want to vomit
I really, really, ruined your life and I’m sorry.

I really really love you, and I loved you then, and I’ll probably love you for a long time

I never wanted anything like this to happen to you, and I could kill myself for it

I love you so much, I’m sorry.
 
 
Current Mood: devastated
 
 
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22 January 2008 @ 10:15 pm
How on EARTH have I gone an entire WEEK without updating my LJ? This self-control is a MIRACLE. A miracle I tell you.

ANYWAYS.

There's seriously nothing interesting going on in my life, haha. The other day I went to Barnes and Noble and bought Wind-up Bird Chronicle and The Time Traveler's Wife, and I'm gonna start one of those this weekend. C: I love reading, I'm so excited.

Also on a random note, I'm slowly getting into Wajas lately, thanks mostly to [info]xenafox . It's so neat! It reminds me of my Petz days. :3

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Oh and! [info]icor  is going to be here this Friday. :D My friend April and I are going down on Saturday to pick her up, I'm so, so excited. :3 I've been waiting so long, ieee. <3

Pictures everyone, Y/N?

So yeah, my life is fairly boring. School's hard as hell, the IB program is mostly a chorus of bitching and moaning, but OH WELL. I've been really happy lately. :)

p.s. [info]roseisrain , it's good to see you around again bb.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: White Dash - Butterfly Boucher
 
 
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12 January 2008 @ 06:15 pm
I'm back in school, which means STRESS. I have plenty of it, Y. Buuut that's not because O SHIT I'M FAILING, but actually because I have so much pressure on me to do well.

GAHHHH. D:

real life lol )

So yeah, I'm a bit stressed because 1) need my license 2) schoool and 3) the girl of my dreams is going to be here in two weeks and I'm seriously shitting bricks. :$


+ ALSO FANDOM.

Yay! )


ANYWAYS~~ NICE LONG HAPPY POST. C:

p.s. I took the title style from [info]icor. DOESN'T MY POST LOOK SO COOL NOW? :D
 
 
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Skinny Mean Man - Say Anything
 
 
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07 January 2008 @ 01:41 am
OH MY GOD IT'S SNOWING


NOT ONLY IS THIS AMAZING AND AWESOME BUT HOLY SHIT--



I AM A PARADOX.

I AM LIVING A LIE.


OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS IS SO AWESOME.


[info]icor BB YOU HAVE NO CREDIT ON YOUR PHONE AND I AM SAD PLEASE GET SOME I NEED TO CALL YOU AND BE LIKE OMG SNOW SAM SNOW
 
 
Current Mood: HOLY SHIT
Current Music: Lollipop - Mika
 
 
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02 January 2008 @ 02:19 pm






that was the best $10 I ever spent on anything in my life.






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Current Mood: awesome
Current Music: Wow, I can get Sexual Too - Say Anything
 
 
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26 December 2007 @ 01:41 am
Tagged by miss [info]itstrishamarie


The rules are easy, just post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this meme on their LJs. Because it is good. Everyone needs a little happiness once in a while.

in a vaguely specific order... )

I CAN'T TAG ANYONE BECAUSE TRISHA TAGGED EVERYONE I KNOW >:{

k I'll just tag Sam again. :D
[info]icor
[info]icor
[info]icor
[info]icor
 
 
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Fences - Paramore
 
 
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22 December 2007 @ 02:56 pm

Your Score: Opinionated Soul


You scored 7 Extroversion, -10 Sensitivity, and 21 Openness




You are a confident and talkative personality. Occasionally people are hurt by the jokes you make, or the things you say. If they are, though, they should tell you. You would tell them. You don't like passive aggressive people who get upset or hurt but then don't say anything - instead mentioning it to a friend of yours later, or in a blog post or email. You have no patience for this kind of behaviour. If someone says something that offends you, you tell them, and you would expect the same courtesy in return.

Your loved ones know that you are not as callous as some people think you are. In fact, you don't like truly cruel people, and you are quick to defend underdogs. You are simply open about your opinions, and you enjoy a good joke. You don't want to have to - and shouldn't have to - alter or moderate your behaviour just because somebody touchy is in the room.

You love to spend time with your friends, but you are selective about who you call "friend". You don't have much patience with most people. The people whom you admit to your inner circle are people whom you can respect, and who are able to deal with your quick temper and brash humour.

Your daemon's form would represent your confident, impatient nature, and your opinionated ways. He or she would probably enjoy sparring verbally with you, and would make jokes in your ear at other people's expense.

Suggested forms: Blue Jay, Terrier, Go-Away Bird, Turaco, Mockingbird.



The Golden Compass Daemon Test
 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Read My Mind - The Killers
 
 
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15 December 2007 @ 10:43 pm
OMG I GOT A TAMAGOTCHI


MY FRIEND LAUREN GAVE HIM TO ME FOR CHRISTMAS


I NAMED HIM LOKI HOW AWESOME IS THAT


P.S. I AM HAPPY BECAUSE I AM FUCKING FINALLY ON BREAK
P.P.S. I HAD MONSTER COFFEE AND I THINK THAT MY HEART RATE IS NOT AT A HEALTHY LIMIT LOLOLOLOL
 
 
Current Mood: hyper
 
 
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09 December 2007 @ 04:23 pm
OH MAI.

Dude my last two posts were utter shite, I'm so sorry. ♥ I love you gaiz. :3

On life (which is going much better now) )


Some boring but fun shit I did today )


Aaaaand some FFVII fandom bznss )


Anyways~~

This ended up being long as hell. LOLOLOLOLOL <3
 
 
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Whistle for the Choir - The Fratellis
 
 
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30 November 2007 @ 12:44 pm
Okay so I decided to update even though I wanted to wait until December. D:


I HAVE NO SELF CONTROL YOU GUYS. ):


Totally interesting, really. Come on, you know you want to click it and read about my boring life )

COUNTDOWN TO FEBRUARY BECAUSE I'M LAME :3 )


OH AND [info]aldo69 , where have you been? I miss you on AIM, boi. ): ilu k.
 
 
Current Location: school
Current Mood: thankful
 
 
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27 November 2007 @ 11:08 pm
I AM DOING A GOOFY SMILE RIGHT NOW OH GOD I'M SO FUCKING LAME. AND I'M BLUSHING AHA. AND OH LORD I ALMOST SQUEED A MINUTE AGO DAMN.


But ANYWAYS~~~ I like to reply to all of my LJ comments, and I RLY AM getting around to doing that. RLY GUYS RLY.


AND OMG GAIZ I HAVE NEW BOOOTS OMG OMG YEAH


I'm going to seriously take a picture and fukken POST THEM ON LJ. They're the cutest things EVER~~~


also I made up TONS OF ASSIGNMENTS in some of my classes so I'm doing BETTER. :3

okay uh yeah and [info]icor is coming to AMERICA in FEBRUARY holy shit.

I'm seriously like, counting down the fucking days. :D We'll be together pretty much the whole time, haha. ♥

OKAY SO NOW IT'S TIME TO FINISH THE BIOLOGY LAB OKAY

I LOVE YOU GUYS

p.s. lol no cut

and CAPSLOCK~~
 
 
Current Mood: giggly
 
 
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21 November 2007 @ 07:43 am

Ahaha, I'm such a dork! I'm making an update from my mom's coffee shop. :3 

I really love it here, not only is it gorgeous outside (Forest! It's so cool!), the coffee shop itself is just adorable, <3 AND the best part is that my mom just bought a really cool laptop and it's here permanently in the shop. :D Which, of course, is where I'm posting from.

ANYWAYS.

Fandom tiem D:<

Ultimania Madness )



And you may have noticed that I just avoided saying "Cloti" and "Cleris" lololololol
It's just too early in the morning for pairing names. XD


p.s. [info]icor you totally made my night last night. ♥

 
 
Current Location: coffee shop
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: May it Be - Enya
 
 
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15 November 2007 @ 01:35 pm

I'm making an LJ post from school, which makes me feel pretty lame, haha. My Psychology class has a substitute and I decided I'd go really, really late with a pass from my Latin teacher. :D I hate that substitute anyways, she's a bitch. :| 


(oh and I organized all of my LJ tags like the loser I am) 8D

Other than school and my mom, life has been ALL RIGHT. ♥
 
 
Current Location: school
Current Mood: productive
 
 
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08 November 2007 @ 06:28 pm
Oh man oh man!!


First off, happy birthday to [info]xenafox!!  <3


And then happy belated birthday to [info]fatalnocturne and [info]itstrishamarie!! (I said happy birthday to you guys on CxA, but hey I figured I'd say it here too :D)



ILU GUYS <3



Oh and everyone, I have a new AIM screename! :D If anybody else hangs out on AIM, lemme know and I'll give it to you. <33
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Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: End of Evangelion OST
 
 
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07 November 2007 @ 10:47 am
I made this icon. :3

It's shit, yeah, but I feel so cool. Haha.



YOU CAN USE IT IF YOU WANT, IT'S HAYLEY WILLIAMS FROM PARAMORE, AND I LOVE HER. :3





lololol I'm such a geek. 8D



P.S. [info]icor my love, we totally got cut off. D: I hope I didn't get you in trouble with your bitch roommate. ;___;  ilu
 
 
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: Yellow Cat [slash] Red Cat - Say Anything
 
 
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05 November 2007 @ 03:58 am
I ACTUALLY HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY

I can't believe it! :D

SOME AWESOME STUFF THAT HAPPENED )

IT WAS FUN


And then it was even better when I got home and I found out "HEY I HAVE A PAID ACCOUNT :DDDD" because of the ever-wonderful [info]icor. ♥

THANK YOU SO MUCH~~ (again) ilu like crazy. <34 Notice how I'm working some new icons. :D


ANYWAYS
CxA is deader than a doornail and I'm very sad. D: Seriously, what the heck.

AND ON TOP OF THAT

Evangelion fandom, there needs to be more ASUKA, then I might be tempted to return to you. :O
 
 
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Chelsea Dagger - The Fratellis
 
 
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30 October 2007 @ 04:59 pm
:3


dude we have a TON of candy, I'm so excited. <333



I'm gonna be Ginny again because I'm FSCKING LAZY. :D  I'm taking some little kids out trick or treating, with any luck I WILL HAS CANDY TOO. :>


p.s. I know this post is pointless, but I FELT THE URGE TO POST I COULD NOT RESIST. ;_____;

p.p.s. I'm exhausted. My head hurts and I don't get nearly enough sleep. =/
 
 
Current Mood: drained
 
 
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26 October 2007 @ 03:30 pm

Anyways, now that I'm done with that (I haven't used the word "poser" in forever haha), here's some random things for you!

- I realized the other day that American English has got to be the ugliest sounding language EVER. I would go further, but seriously, I'm sure anyone with an accent that isn't American or doesn't speak English can just tell you how this goes.
I personally only speak American English, and even I know it sounds weird.

-MARIO GALAXY IS GOING TO ROCK SO DAMN HARD <3

- Aerith/Angeal
YES I PULLED THIS OUT OF MY ASS BUT STILL
SOMEBODY NEEDS TO WRITE IT AND MAKE IT WORK IF NOT I WILL :D
and stfu I HAVE REASONS
1. it would be interesting, to say the least.
2. then she would have been with every guy who had that sword, amirite?
3. I have issues, plus also Aerith pairings are love.
4. impossible and strange pairings are so fun when written well. no, srsly.
5. for the lulz
YEAH

-Why is CxA so dead lately? ;____;

- Ugh, it's really smoky out where I live right now. To the point where the sky is pure gray and my eyes were watering. =/  You can't even see the mountains that surround us, either. D: ARGH I HATE CALIFORNIA WILDFIRES wtf

- [info]icor  plz update Empty Skies because the suspense is killing me omg 
<3


ANYWAYS YEAH THIS WAS REALLY POINTLESS
sorry f-list.
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Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: 1, 2, 3, 4 - Feist
 
 
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Speaking of Cleris, what the hell is up with the forums these days? I don't know which aggravates me more, all the pointless and harmful Cloti-bashing or the idiots who are trying to turn CxA into friggin' myspace.

WHY GOD WHY

I've been on CxA for ages, this is making me sad. :c

Thank goodness for all the good members that make up for it, yeah? :D

CETRA 4 LYFE
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
 
 

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